I still can't believe it that I managed to finish Nursing. Yeah, it was tough. Yeah, it was mentally ruining me. Yeah, I've had many many breakdowns throughout my entire time in nursing. But I really did enjoy it. I enjoyed the late-night talks about anatomy and other medical stuff with Darius. I enjoyed hanging out at the study cafe, with or without company. I enjoyed a lot of things, to summarize it all. Not only did I met Darius Dacharry Solomon De Liman, but I also found myself.
Mr. Darius Dacharry Solomon De Liman, Hay nako. I remember him way back 2nd year Nursing. We met when we were partnered for a subject for a whole semester eh. He was shy and hesitant at first but thankfully he warmed up to me in no time. Darius would always walk me to my classes even if his class would be on the other side of campus, he wouldn't care at all. He would buy me doughnuts and coffee every morning. He would make sure that I go home safely. In layman's term, pa-fall si Darius.
He was very very sweet to me, but he wouldn't clarify his feelings to me. So eto ako, tatanga-tanga, not knowing what to do with my newfound feelings for Darius. But that was 3rd year-me. Call me marupok but who wouldn't fall for a guy like Darius? Am I right?
4th year of college came and I still stayed in my original course, not bothering to shift. Up until this time, Darius wasn't still sure about his feelings for me. I was getting scared. I was falling, and he wasn't sure if he would catch me or not. Pero, sige, tuloy parin ang buhay, hindi ako affected. We graduated Bachelor of Science in Nursing, Me reaching summa cum laude, and Daruis being the magna cum laude.
And still, no clarifications about our feelings were made but somehow along the way, I learned to love my career and be contented in life.